I met up with my lover and went to the beach for the first time in months. Even prior to quarantine, we didn't get to meet up too much, but I still had feelings for him. Yesterday we spent the whole day together and he was the first person I touched early March when the lockdown was enforced.
It was the happiest day I've had in a long time. He's someone whom I never expected to continue to have feelings for and I'm glad he still has feelings for me. I woke up the next morning refreshed and feeling better than ever.